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“Oh, my goodness! What has meanness to do with it? If she were listening
“Some lint, mamma, for mercy’s sake, bring some lint and that muddy
won’t submit to it. I shall kill some one, and shall be shot for it. And
In general he seemed scarcely to know the value of money, not, of course,
“Dmitri Fyodorovitch, won’t you come now?” called Andrey from the door of
“Well, old man ... how are you?” But his voice failed him, he couldn’t
evening—though he was an old man hard as flint, he fell in an instant! It
enigmatic; Thou didst choose what was utterly beyond the strength of men,
“That’s very difficult to decide, Dmitri Fyodorovitch, what makes a man
The prosecutor started like a war‐horse at the sound of a trumpet.
from the monastery. After the service was over the elder desired to kiss
was a false one. It was at this time that the discord between Dmitri and
“What blood?” asked Grushenka, bewildered.
not at all stern. On the contrary, he was always almost gay. The monks
no, nor a hundred farthings will you get out of me!”
They laughed and could not stop themselves, and not scornfully, but kindly
“That’s true, Katya,” Mitya roared suddenly, “I looked into your eyes and
everything and make haste. Perhaps you may still have time to prevent
here, we may hear more about it.”
six whole days in Holy Week, nothing is cooked, and we have only bread and
noble birth and high rank in the service, who was at that time away at the
it will all be clear later. But his chief trouble, I must explain however
“Alyosha, tell me the whole truth, as you would before God. Do you believe
“You are in love with disorder?”
“His, his, and he is very keen on it. He didn’t come to see me at first,
“Your Excellency, for Christ’s sake!” the terror‐stricken captain stopped
all that three thousand given him by his betrothed a month before the
“I haven’t thought about the suit, Lise; but I’ll wear whatever you like.”
“Mamma has just told me all about the two hundred roubles, Alexey
you see it all over his face that he is a fool, that peasant, eh?”
“Good‐by. You are a nice chap, that you are.”
know. But till I am thirty, I know that my youth will triumph over
recognizing that he had been to blame, he felt sincere regret and shame,
“She was listening,” he murmured angrily to himself, but Alyosha heard it.
persuade him to sell them outright. But Mitya would not consent, so the
“Unfortunately I feel myself compelled to go to this confounded dinner,”
“For an awful piece of stupidity, Lise! Good‐by!”
lay on the outskirts of our little town and bordered on the lands of our
own heroism, and your own suffering; but in the end that suffering will be
he happened to hear that he was very ill and out of his mind.
beard and dragged him out into the street and for some distance along it,
Chapter I. In The Servants’ Quarters
course, in miniature, ‘like the sun in a drop of water.’ Think of that
it’s for you. It belonged to Morozov, it was no use to him, he had it from
no matter; if not he, then another in his place will understand and
turn to me before any one!”
pretty certainly that the masculine, as distinguished from the feminine,
dreamily at him.
expression of peculiar solemnity.
about it ... but I’m afraid it was stupid of me.”
“Just so. But hesitation, suspense, conflict between belief and
are convinced that they’ve earned absolute power over the lives of their
have done since you arrived?”
the place is holy. Where I stand will be at once the foremost place ...
But her reproach was undeserved. Alyosha, too, was greatly overcome.
were there, too,’ they said, ‘you helped, you’re known all over the
She went out. Mitya was calm, and even looked more cheerful, but only for
to be the girl’s protector. It was said that the jealous old man’s object
all—the publicity. The story has been told a million times over in all the
vaguely that he knew what Dardanelov was after. But from the time of the
Katerina Ivanovna, while she had, for some reason, suddenly conceived the
brain of “the contemplative.” They discussed philosophical questions and
works possessed in a physical medium and discontinue all use of and
questions!” cried Mitya enthusiastically. “Or there’s simply no knowing
from a phrase of Smerdyakov’s, that it was to his, Ivan’s, advantage that
Book VIII. Mitya
Moscow, and to whom she was obliged to write twice a week a full account
“Oh, I was sitting like this, astride, one leg on one side of the wall and
were several serious family quarrels on Mitya’s account in our town. Many
lost for ever?”
and a genius. Remember that! The people will meet the atheist and overcome
notes and gold coins of which that sum was made up, and those very notes
that out of spite! God Almighty forgive him for the middle‐aged charms, as
unconscious with terror.
she got up and she rushed to me, but when she saw Grigory Vassilyevitch
gone to Irkutsk in Siberia. He had written twice from there, but now a
and throw it to one of those hungry dogs who snap up anything without
she?”
Oh, there are some who remain proud and fierce even in hell, in spite of
carpet.... He began hinting at his feelings, in fact, and one day, as he
universe, or to speak more widely the whole of being, was only created in
her offering where I told you?”
Karamazov, if I am not keeping you, one question before you go in?”
back from the laundress the previous morning. Ivan positively smiled at
no one of these witnesses counted that money; they all judged simply at
“It’s Trifon Nikititch’s business, not yours.”
“Give me my own. Damn Kalganov and his clothes, too!”
Perezvon. I’ll let him go in now and perhaps it will amuse Ilusha more
a peasant, understand in such an affair?” All the four officials in the
inquiry, relations and a few other persons could only obtain interviews
town, called Samsonov, to borrow three thousand roubles from him on safe
ago. If you can waste another ten minutes on me, I’ll tell it to you.”
appear as other birds—sometimes as a swallow, sometimes a goldfinch and
them. Whom hast Thou raised up to Thyself? I swear, man is weaker and
Superior, made up his weekly rations. The water in his jug was changed
didn’t spend three thousand, but fifteen hundred. And the other fifteen
most ordinary thing, with the most frigid and composed air:
and made frenzied efforts to subdue his flesh to make himself free and
despicable wretch, Fyodor Pavlovitch, too much to have been upset by him
“It’s going into my brain, so it’s interesting to look and see what it’s
“Go and confess,” I whispered to him. My voice failed me, but I whispered
the more I shall need it,” he continued, pacing from one corner of the
Alyosha gazed a long while with his eyes half closed at Rakitin, and there
became so acute that they drove him at last to despair. He sent his
way, at the price of such shame, such disgrace, such utter degradation,
1.E.5.
leave their coats in there, because the room is small and hot.”
And he even began blubbering. He was sentimental. He was wicked and
her from any one, and would at once check the offender. Externally,
will hold his ground while the undeserving one will vanish into his back‐
business, with an understanding of this Lyagavy (curious surname!). Or—the
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straight to Fyodor Pavlovitch’s, to find out whether anything had happened
old and tried friend, that he might call him in his sick moments merely to
and I heard through a trustworthy man that if I were to go he’d give me a
you want them so much. If other men would have to answer for your escape,
through his mind. He did not run to Marya Kondratyevna’s. “There was no
Emperor Napoleon? Is that it?”
beautiful, as though chiseled in marble. There were flowers in his hands
time was passing and Agafya, with whom he could have left the children,
“When I used to wear a satchel like yours, I always used to carry it on my
another town, we would give it to him, and, indeed, I myself would give
Get up, Alexey Fyodorovitch.” He took him by the hand and with unexpected
leave their seats. Once or twice the conversation was interrupted by
white paper, which was torn in many places, there hung two large
“Ah,” said he, “it’s a good thing you are up already, it’s time we were
particularly told you not to forget to repeat them to me, then perhaps he
“One loves people for some reason, but what have either of you done for
Agrafena Alexandrovna, she would have had all his capital made over to her
sitting on the wall, he had struck Grigory on the head with the pestle,
as though only just recollecting and understanding something.
children and for ever! And what a memory, what a memory of me I shall
The innkeeper bent down, looked intently, ran down the steps, and rushed
“Blessed man!” he cried, with feeling. “Allow me to kiss your hand once
“Doctors and the whole crew of quacks collectively, and also, of course,
even “criticized” what he heard about Alyosha. But secretly he had a great
was better‐looking than he at eight and twenty) I’d have been a conquering
not counted the money herself, she had heard that it was three thousand
“I should have thought you couldn’t have forgotten it?”
Drive up with a dash! Set the bells ringing! Let all know that I have
Pyotr Ilyitch listened in silence. Mitya, too, was silent for a while.
five and fifty, but I want to pass for one for another twenty years. As I
of the riotous blood of youth. I bless the rising sun each day, and, as
up with Ilusha.”
“Listen, you miserable, contemptible creature! Don’t you understand that
clothes, but sorry about all this business,” mumbled Nikolay Parfenovitch.
“Lise, you are crazy. Let us go, Alexey Fyodorovitch, she is too
stone, but Alyosha, Krassotkin, the landlady, her sister and all the boys
or salt cabbage and wholemeal stirabout. On Saturday white cabbage soup,
repeated.
want her sacrifice; they’ll put me to shame at the trial. I wonder how I
dislikes paying for anything, but is very fond of receiving, and that’s so
financial relations of father and son, and arguing again and again that it
literal sense, but morally there were. If you were like me, you’d know
watched him eagerly.
conclusion, and the worst of it was that a sort of triumphant satisfaction
Chemist or what?”
something nice in that!” laughed Alyosha. “Well, let us go! And now we go
were nobler than you are now. It’s all like an ocean, I tell you. Then you
It must be noted again that our monastery never had played any great part
feel almost certain of that when I look at him now.”
his honesty, but had, for some reason, a liking for him, although the
‘it isn’t a very nice town.’ ‘Father, let us move into another town, a
And so, covered with his brothers’ kisses, Richard is dragged on to the
“criminal” till the arrival of the proper authorities, to procure also
himself on tiptoe. All Fyodor Pavlovitch’s bedroom lay open before him. It
you, I’ve run all the way.” She seemed perfectly crazy, Alyosha reported,
Pavlovitch cut in immediately. “Do you hear, Father; this gentleman
tower and have cut short the sufferings of men for a thousand years; for
me of my God! I know myself, I shall rebel! My heart is heavy, gentlemen
was not the same, and had never been in any envelope. By strict
harm her mistress, and some one else, too ... so you see, sir— It’s I am
grotesque and monstrous rivalry of the Karamazovs, father and son, the
was simply irritated and painfully conscious of the contemptuous and
respects him? When she compares us, do you suppose she can love a man like
motives, who had made no secret of it; they would, in fact, have suspected
thing to say! Why, that’s impertinence—that’s what it is.”
to rejoice with you, and life is glad and joyful.”
that they had come not one verst, nor one and a half, but at least three.
standing by the door, smiled. Smerdyakov often waited at table towards the
heart.” This promise and indeed every word of the dying elder Father
“That is quite different.”
Firmly and unhesitatingly he bore witness that the sum spent a month
don’t know how to begin.”
didn’t I tell you this morning to come home with your mattress and pillow
first time I understood something read in the church of God. In the land
The merchant will make gold for me
floor, no one in the world would have known of the existence of that
altogether, not Ilusha’s,” persisted mamma, on the point of tears.
Alyosha suddenly smiled a forced smile.
was dreadfully apparent, even through the gathering darkness. His lips
twelve. There’s no getting any one about here to buy it. The Maslovs have
visit, his brother besought and insisted that he should not conceal his
at once the rank of angels. Therefore,’ said the saint, ‘thou, too, O
before your eyes to satisfy your just wrath? I should think four fingers
“Bravo!” cried Ivan, delighted. “If even you say so.... You’re a pretty
sort of mystery or lofty melancholy about it.... It’s simple lust of
conscious, but his breathing! His breathing’s gone wrong. The other day he
this, we are to believe, that he might more conveniently get up and murder
man was aware of this, and turned a hostile glance on Alyosha as he came
at the time that he was speaking of our father, and that the disgrace he
wail of sorrow, rushed out of the room to him, to her Mitya, and so
melancholy arising from his disease and this catastrophe he hanged himself
and good. I don’t offer you brandy, you’re keeping the fast. But would you
come on him at the moment he was descending the steps, so that he must
inscribed the name and age of the deceased and the date of her death, and
little rolls and sewed in the piping.”
will not dispute them. On earth, indeed, we are as it were astray, and if
“The young lady, Katerina Ivanovna there. She sent for me, offered me
kids” who were sitting over the book, as he had bidden them. Every time he
I’d no sooner expressed the wish than she came to me. I knew we should
his head.
laughed inwardly. So I was sitting here alone—no, I was laid up then.
ideas.”
knew where the old man kept it hidden, I didn’t know ...” Mitya was
He takes me for a dream and throws glasses at a dream! It’s like a woman!
involuntarily suggests tormenting questions to a young creature,
had been shaken. He loved his God and believed in Him steadfastly, though
you, not him; take me to the other end of the world.’ And I’d only forty
to his mother particularly impressed the old man.
“Well, you must have been up to something; you must have been fighting
love for an unworthy father is an absurdity, an impossibility. Love cannot
to save your parent’s life. How could I help drawing my conclusions?”
silence, gazing at him with a terrible fixed stare, but it was clear to
“She’s a tigress!” yelled Katerina Ivanovna. “Why did you hold me, Alexey
Our evenings, one after another, were spent in such stirring and fervent
kitchen garden had been planted lately near the house.
too, now.”
beautiful,’ however much the expression has been ridiculed.
disgrace? This wild question clutched at his heart. “To her, to her alone,
that I am afraid I shall tell you nothing. This awful trial ... I shall
a shindy. Shortly afterwards he was ordered to retire. I won’t tell you
be there or it may have disappeared next day and be in the prisoner’s
Grigory was unconscious, that’s clear now.... He gave the signal and
social and political relations. Habit is the great motive‐power. What a
him! These paragraphs ... I know ... the insulting things that have been
could be served by it, for all, I repeat, felt that the case for the
anything like a weapon that caught his eye. He had realized for a month
and drank it off. Then he uttered a deep sigh, again stood still a moment,
“That’s right; but let me tell you I am ready to give in to you not only
elect, have grown weary waiting for Thee, and have transferred and will
himself, and who’ll believe you alone? But yet you are going, you are
me, especially after all that has happened here?”
and he was in the same dress as he had worn yesterday sitting with them,
How quickly you have made her sleepy, and how fortunate it is!”
“Gentlemen of the jury, beware of a miscarriage of justice! What is there
“I should not be surprised if he turns the ‘Metropolis’ upside down to‐
In the spaces between the windows there were mirrors in elaborate white
that when Ivan, on leaving Katerina Ivanovna with Alyosha, as I’ve related
I can’t say, I don’t remember....”
himself for having yielded to his brother’s entreaties and put such
against Ivan, who pushed him back furiously. The peasant went flying
Alyosha jumped up and ran after Ivan, who was not fifty paces ahead of
sometimes thought, doubtful even of that. But it must not be supposed that
“We will remember, we will remember,” cried the boys. “He was brave, he
summer he received the wages of the whole office, and pretended to have
but weak‐minded woman, who could not herself have been admitted to the
bundle of hundred‐rouble notes, and that his servant‐boy saw it too.”
some circumstance of great importance in the case, of which he had no
scrupulously twice a day invariably, and was very fond of cleaning his
He was married twice, and had three sons, the eldest, Dmitri, by his first
child of four years old and cut off the fingers from both hands, and then
why he was listening, he could not have said. That “action” all his life
minute, knowing that she has a guardian angel like you. I shall have done
street, stop at the sight of her face and remember it long after. What
“Finish what you were saying, Misha. I’ll tell you my idea after.”
his partners that Dmitri Karamazov had come in for some cash
there is more joy in heaven than over ten righteous men. Go, and fear not.
and mustn’t be missed. Come along.”
father shouted to him from the carriage. But in spite of his uneasiness he
“Yes, I want disorder. I keep wanting to set fire to the house. I keep
Smerdyakov was gradually beginning to show an extraordinary
Mitya smiled mournfully, almost dreamily.
new Grushenka and a new Dmitri, free from every vice. They would forgive
keys from under her pillow, and to take some things from it, doing it all
something extraordinary, an unheard‐of, even “unseemly” excitement and
tail. Twitching all over, he even uttered a plaintive whine. But Kolya,
4 i.e. setter dog.
“What is it again?” Father Zossima asked, smiling gently. “The worldly may
presentiment that he would not find his brother. He suspected that he
“Is she cheerful? Is she laughing?”
happened to be in the neighborhood again on a visit to his estate. He had
suppose it’s all up with me—what do you think?”
him and caught hold of him on all sides. Then he fell helpless on the snow
“Is it true that you are going home? Aren’t you lying?”
monastery. The last of the worshippers were coming out of the church,
won’t even listen to you,” said the priest in conclusion.
Describe the scene to her.”
“Better suffer all my life.”
“His honor is still asleep,” he articulated deliberately (“You were the
newspapers and journals, unable to think of anything better than
side also, for I felt that there was some strange secret in his soul.
“She won’t. She won’t. She won’t. She won’t on any account!”
door,” the prosecutor pronounced deliberately, as though chiseling out
“You are thirteen?” asked Alyosha.
don’t they feed the babe?”
extraordinary pride; he wanted to carry her away and begin the new life
goose has put its neck right under the wheel to gobble them up—do you
“My father has been murdered and they pretend they are horrified,” he
described it all in his letter, all beforehand, how he would kill his
“What Æsop?” the President asked sternly again.
with all this directly, and as soon as I’m free, I’ll be with her, she’ll
suggestive. But examine all these facts separately, regardless of their
All was confusion, confusion, in Mitya’s soul, but although many things
indeed.
Yefim Petrovitch. Ivan used to declare afterwards that this was all due to
believing, especially material proofs. Thomas believed, not because he saw
“Look how pretty he is,” said Grushenka, taking Mitya up to him. “I was
frightened of me as all that, it’s a bad look out!’ And my legs went weak
ran to the scene of the crime. On the way, Marya Kondratyevna remembered
christening, I am fully entitled to act by my own reason, since there
you are still responsible for it all, since you knew of the murder and
Thy name. We shall deceive them again, for we will not let Thee come to us
servant Job?” God asked of him. And God boasted to the devil, pointing to
a tavern, dragged him out into the street and beat him publicly, and all
now? I am trying to explain as quickly as possible my essential nature,
get older, you know, I shan’t be a pretty object. The wenches won’t come
“You’ve had another glass. That’s enough.”
does business in timber. His name is Lyagavy. He’s been haggling with
“There’s no one there, Agrafena Alexandrovna, I’ve just looked out, I keep
he added with thoughtful penetration, never for a moment taking his eyes
specially, never speak to me again,” he added, with sudden irritation;
it ... if only there could be an ax there.”
I’ll come again and kill him. You can’t protect him!”
idealist society, I’ll lead the opposition in it, I’ll say I am a realist,
“Stupid! Stupid!” cried Mitya. “And how dishonorable it all is!” something
“That’s not true, you have. I knew you would say that. You’ve got it in
telling us about old times till we nearly split our sides.... Especially
‘frigid, cynical, scoffing people,’ who are incapable of believing in the
to take her. But that first reason, in the prisoner’s own words, was of
enough! A feeling of hatred came over him involuntarily, irresistibly,
equanimity at once. Smerdyakov went to the cellar for something and fell
despair and told them how, when he left Madame Hohlakov’s, he thought that
He only listened to Grigory’s minute and solemn account of the erection of
“I don’t know any one it could be, whether it’s the hand of Heaven or
lies alone in the road under the hurdle, which marks the beginning of the
(_f_) _Of Masters and Servants, and of whether it is possible for them to
and it will bring forth fruit even though no one has seen or heard you in
Anticipating events I can say at least one thing: he was at that moment on
restoring the excluded, in restraining those who plan evil, and in
time. I’ll sit in a chair and hold my tongue. Now it is for you to speak,
“A corner!” cried Mitya.
at once. I caught the whole man from one trait. These very honest but
forget Ilusha and one another. And whatever happens to us later in life,
There was a small vertical line between her brows which gave her charming
mischief as for creating a sensation, inventing something, something
Foolish and irrelevant ideas strayed about his mind, as they always do in
killed the old servant, and that I was in danger of Siberia just when my
pieces of evidence (given by Ivan and Katerina Ivanovna) on the protocol.
But Father Païssy, frowning again, begged all of them, at least for a
have forgotten the brotherly service of humanity!” But we shall see which
me. ‘I know, Nikita,’ said I. ‘Where could he be if not with the Lord God?
her hand, acted the part of keeper, and began to “show them.”
just. Something of the same sort had happened to Fyodor Pavlovitch on
“Gentlemen of the jury, is that really so? Is it positively, actually true
Tchernomazov.... Sit down. Why has he pulled you up? He calls me crippled,
As for Madame Hohlakov, she was simply enchanted by the young man. “Such
be left with the unavenged suffering. I would rather remain with my
began from what happened on the railway.”
our lawlessness, for the sake of their own safety, enlightenment and
gentlemen of the jury, it went off without a hitch! He did not run
“I say this in case we become bad,” Alyosha went on, “but there’s no
the evil spirit in possession of her could not hold out if the sick woman
repudiate anything.”
taking no notice of the hysterical fears of his wife, who was still
grown used to Alyosha. The sentry, of course, did not trouble him so long
terrible, at any rate for the time. He simply did not believe in a suitor
looked at them and a new idea seemed to dawn upon him, so that he
“And what am I going to swear for?” laughed Agafya. “I shall look after
years before, and the other of some bishop, also long since dead. In the
son,’ sighs the priest, ‘you can’t expect every blessing at once. This is
and would be jealous of him. And one might wonder what there was in a love
doing so.
screened off by a curtain or a sheet hung on a string. Behind this curtain
what it is! You see, I love him with all my soul, that’s how it is!
wondering and asking themselves what could even a talent like
influenced the sinister and fatal outcome of the trial.
don’t look for Him, you won’t find Him.”
“He doesn’t live here, and he’s not here just now. He is a peasant, he
have our secret police department where private information is received.
wanted to pay a debt. I wanted to pay a debt of honor but to whom I won’t
that smiled in greedy expectation, were all brightly lighted up by the
“I’ll go, Mitya. I believe that God will order things for the best, that
“Yes, of Father Zossima.”
“That I absolutely refuse to answer, gentlemen. Not because I couldn’t, or
was shy or bashful. On the contrary, he was conceited and seemed to
the fleeting human intelligence, but with the absolute and eternal. For in
court announced to the President that, owing to an attack of illness or
6 When a monk’s body is carried out from the cell to the church and
was impossible to discover what he desired to come of it. There was, in
“ ‘Judge Thyself who was right—Thou or he who questioned Thee then?
living in our town. Three or four years after his wife’s death he had gone
was the utmost she had allowed him.”
of enjoyment, she began explaining every detail, not wanting to torment
landlady. The two hundred roubles they had carried off from Mitya at
Pyotr Alexandrovitch. You are the principal person left now—for ten
There was a poignant ache in his torn heart. “Love Ivan!”—he suddenly
cruelly all that month. But of that later....
“Just so,” Mitya cried from his place. “That’s right, Alyosha, it was the
Mitya’s whole personality, even his appearance, was extremely unattractive
settle everything, and then, then, first of all to Samsonov’s. I’ll
principles—the rock on which it stands—and could pursue no other aims than
servants’ quarters or in the kitchen on the ground‐floor. His passion
was sitting at home. It was Sunday and there was no school. It had just
afterwards, every one agreed with him. But Doctor Herzenstube, when called
his brother appeared pleased at Katerina Ivanovna’s humiliation.
north, from Obdorsk, from Saint Sylvester, and was a member of a poor
up the shallow little grave he fell on his knees and bowed down to the
... taking into consideration the possible outcome of the case.” Mitya at
first instant seemed nervous. So at least Ivan fancied. But that was only
“Ah, it’s you, Rakitin? You quite frightened me. Whom have you brought?
am I saying to him? As though you didn’t understand it. What an ass I am!
made him completely drunk. He was suddenly drunk, although till that
“I’ll tell you. He is a man of weak and timorous character; he has
had a furnished room in the house of some working people. Ivan lived some
yet he had obviously begun to consider—goodness knows why!—that there was
moment he had been quite sober, he remembered that. From that moment
responsive anger in his heart. Afterwards, as he talked, Smerdyakov had
when he was asleep. Well, that’s how it is now, though I am your
Trifon Borissovitch looked apprehensively at Mitya, but at once obediently
appear as other birds—sometimes as a swallow, sometimes a goldfinch and
merely at seeing his face. Oh! he understood that for the humble soul of
that smiled in greedy expectation, were all brightly lighted up by the
more polite than you were last time and I know why: that great resolution
obviously meant for the man sitting on the sofa. “I wish it, I wish it!
last few days he has talked incoherently in my presence. I saw his mind
understood that she might laugh at both of them simply from mischief, from
“What did he ask you to tell me?”
did so.
honor, and if any one had known it, he would have been the first to
not that I had stolen the money or killed him—I shouldn’t have said
wrote, the prosecutor said suddenly, as though pitching on a new idea:
crimes. And here we have a man of that type who had really been driven to
could not be going to Fyodor Pavlovitch’s, “if only she’s not lying,” he
Pavlovitch was drunk, that he dropped in the muddy courtyard three
with three horses harnessed abreast with bells, and with Andrey, the
‘wickedness,’ they are tormented by pangs of conscience, often entirely
into the house—well, what then? How does it follow that because he was
silent and on the point of tears. Kolya held him so for a minute.
from the dinner? You must be a brazen‐faced fellow! I am that myself, but
everywhere, seen everything, talked to everybody, knew every detail of the
to madness. It was not the money, but the fact that this money was used
“Ah, brother, but a Balaam’s ass like that thinks and thinks, and the
saw that he heard and understood him.
my most delightful diversion at melancholy moments. Here’s another
rag not worth a farthing.”
But Ivan made no reply. Alyosha stood under the lamp‐post at the cross
to the prison division of the town hospital. But at the request of several
tomb. He practically acknowledged at the time that that was the only
peculiar, irritable curiosity.
that little bag in which he had fifteen hundred roubles!”
were several serious family quarrels on Mitya’s account in our town. Many
am a scoundrel, not a thief, for I can always go to my insulted betrothed,
only met once somewhere, I believe. And now I’ve been here more than three
“It must be so dreadful and so brave, especially when young officers with
“How curious you are yourself, Rakitin! I tell you, I am expecting a
“His passion might well, for a moment, stifle not only the fear of arrest,
“I never expected—”
down in his heart revived instantly.
speak of you at all.”
kick, every one of them, and they’d take it as an honor—that’s all they’re
1.E.8.
yet he wanted to ask just that, and he had to ask it just in that way. And
The next day she would begin shrieking hysterically, and this little laugh
his face to the ground, stretched out his arms and as though in joyful
“His elder died to‐day, Father Zossima, the saint.”
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screened off by a curtain or a sheet hung on a string. Behind this curtain
“He is come to complain of me, father!” cried a voice familiar to
peculiar, irritable curiosity.
boots”—that was the deputy prosecutor. “He has a chronometer worth four
“He took it! He took it!” cried Mitya; “only he wanted to get the whole
“Don’t worry about his decision,” she said, with confident emphasis to
Chapter IV. At The Hohlakovs’
and I never shall!”
She could not control herself before Alyosha; perhaps she did not care to,
to‐day. In this condition he suddenly heard of Smerdyakov’s death, and at
that Mitya, seeing his painful exertions, immediately felt remorseful and
I forgive His tormentors?’ she bids all the saints, all the martyrs, all
have forgotten it till now? It was that little bag he meant when he said
Pavlovitch, joint guardian of the child, who had a small property, a house
Chapter II. The Injured Foot
At last he realized that the room was full of charcoal fumes from the
telling me, ‘Speak,’ and the other ‘No, don’t speak.’ And no sooner had
and the drivers stood round him bargaining over the journey of twelve
aside in a little bag seemed inconceivable.
evidence in accordance with truth and conscience, and that he would
house? In the first place, part of the money was found in the cash‐box,
then that she was hesitating between me and him. So I kept thinking every
such an extremely frank avowal, such sacrifice, such self‐immolation,
who will not have the strength to forego the earthly bread for the sake of
on the contrary I thank you with tears and express my respect for you for
her old merchant, who’s lying ill now, paralyzed; but he’s leaving her a
it?”
expected to hear it; “except that you can always be telegraphed for from
And the people at the shop, and that official, and at the tavern, too,
Oh! in his rapture he was weeping even over those stars, which were
that three weeks after her receiving the letter he hoped “to embrace his
years previously, but had won general esteem, chiefly because he “knew how
“Who’s this? Who’s this?” The doctor flew into a terrible rage.
Grushenka and did not worry her by looking after her in any way. It is
principles, her family, everything that she holds sacred! Yes, you
the cupboard and put the key in his pocket. Then he went into his bedroom,
people in spite of everything. You’ve taken a load off my heart.... Well,
like that! And what is my breath to them? The dead smell worse still! ‘I
lawyers paid no attention to the word “signal,” as though they entirely
“You’re mistaken. I’m not going to shout ‘It’s Smerdyakov,’ ” said Mitya.
you are a scoundrel.’ That’s what he said. A chivalrous spirit indeed! I
And the people at the shop, and that official, and at the tavern, too,
But they couldn’t love the gypsy either:
Alyosha suddenly felt himself trembling all over.
dinner. Surely they’ve not been beating the Father Superior! Or have they,
evidence at the preliminary inquiry, but was now in Paris; Madame Hohlakov
“Oh, a fancy. Why, if you meant to put that bullet in your brain, would
that he did stop, instead of passing by, as he meant to the minute before,
sister! And now that man who wronged me has come; I sit here waiting for a
It happened that the old lady died soon after this, but she left the boys
held, crushed up in his right fist, and as he ran he thrust it into the
you ... as all these ... ugly faces.” He turned suddenly to the audience.
have we met here? To talk of my love for Katerina Ivanovna, of the old man
there was something almost frenzied in her eyes.
“At once. Will any one of you be going to the town to‐morrow?”
‘I’ll stand up if I like, and I won’t if I don’t.’ They were trying to put
“Why? Isn’t it funny?” asked Fyodor Pavlovitch.
asleep, but got up uneasily and walked across the room to shake off his
She had been trembling and fainting with terror almost every day, afraid
look like that? Why are you staring at me? Yes, Ivan fell in love with
not let Dmitri in the house.”
him where his second wife was buried, for he had never visited her grave
for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love, and
“We’ll be back in one moment,” answered Mitya.
“Why do you run after him? He’ll murder you outright,” Ivan cried
very painful.”
Grushenka leapt up from her place.
“Who’s there?” shouted some one in a loud and very angry voice.
and ignorance?” And I wondered at the time that such simple and self‐
had happened, after his disgraceful behavior in the elder’s cell. Not that
Woe to all poor wretches stranded
“You take evil for good; it’s a passing crisis, it’s the result of your
Now I’m ready to believe in hell, but without a ceiling. It makes it more
unless—unless all men are to be enemies on earth! But there are brothers
back to her.
were all touched and wept. Friends came to see us. “Dear ones,” he would
Katerina,’ that’s what it amounts to. He wants to throw the whole blame on
me now?”
would have caught a quick flush crimsoning his cheeks in an instant. His
according to this program, and by no other than the writer of it. Yes,
while on the sly and suddenly every one would find it out. Every one will
dying, though he might live another day or two. Alyosha firmly and
put fifteen hundred roubles in a bag (which never existed) he may have
They both recognize it and revel in it. I’ve been watching for you! I’ve
didn’t sleep last night. But by the side of two such friends as you and
that ecstasy, prize it, for it is a gift of God and a great one; it is not
completely did they take possession of him again. It was just after
which they say is to be built in Petersburg.”
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side, and a full‐skirted coat. He had saved a good sum of money, but was
with Perezvon.”
which one lost one’s way and went astray at once....”
“It is, brother.”
good‐by!”
preliminary inquiry when he alleged at Mokroe that those fifteen hundred
“It is Rachel of old,” said the elder, “weeping for her children, and will
destruction of Thy kingdom, and no one is more to blame for it. Yet what
neighbors as though they were dependents and buffoons. He has kennels of
spleen, disconnectedly and incoherently, without choosing words.
a riot. At first they could scarcely believe their ears. Then suddenly the
with insane hatred.
mastiff pup, which had only been born the day before, though the captain
life with such tales!
“I understand. I saw it and appreciated it, and I appreciate still more
Book IV. Lacerations
“I don’t advise you to; she’s upset and you’ll upset her more.”
unconsciously (like everything in nature) avenging the violation of its
about it.” This question about the envelope Fetyukovitch put to every one
murdered victim, by the young life he had destroyed, by the blood that
the knocks, that was the chief thing. With his suspiciousness and the fury
Chapter IV. Cana Of Galilee
her room, waiting. She was unconscious now, and what if it turned to brain
in the university, maintained himself by his own efforts, and had from
the world)—this time, I say, Trifonov brought nothing back from the fair.
rather indifferent and abstract, as was perhaps fitting, indeed.
triumph. Oh! it was clear she had studied every line of that letter and
happen then. You say that he is worried, but how worried I am! And he
him myself. He’s rude about it, too.”
last epoch—that is, honest in nature, desiring the truth, seeking for it
“What should I go for?”
She took a glass, Alyosha took his, tasted it and put it back.
without distinction. It ends by her winning from God a respite of
nobleman) why not be friendly and courteous with them? I won’t argue, I’ll
“But what object had you in view in arming yourself with such a weapon?”
of the Gospel. But Alyosha did not listen to the reading. It was strange,
“Yes. I am afraid. I am afraid to die.”
individualism. ‘The world may burn for aught I care, so long as I am all
your life an even greater duty, and that constant feeling will do more to
_all_, and said that it was nice. He laughed and said it really was nice.
amused her and the fits would pass off, especially as I wanted to refuse
and most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no
light was shining, yet you see men were not saved by it, hold firm and
conscious, but did not know what he was doing. Let them acquit him—that’s
had a good‐humored expression; but there was a gentleness and serenity in
his former place, looked at them all as though cordially inviting them to
him. He said he had lost his honor and that nothing matters now,” Alyosha
in, showing a tiny hole like a touch‐hole, and told them that it kicked
“I ... I’m coming, too. I’m here till morning. Gentlemen, may I stay with
I came along, better give through him. He’ll know whom to give to.”
So they murmured to one another frantic words, almost meaningless, perhaps
explained, according to his method, talking about his drunken condition,
attentively—more attentively, please—and you will see that he had
could still scarcely get over his incredulity; he still fancied that Ivan
“Vile slut! Go away!”
some half‐eaten crusts of wheaten bread. The visitor himself lay stretched
these sacred words, I mention them for all fathers. Who has authorized me
mete it shall be measured to you again,’ or how does it go? Anyhow, it
about everything,” Grushenka drawled again.
Father Païssy remembered Alyosha and that he had not seen him for some
“Yes, guilty!”
the cell, though there were crowds of them at the gates of the hermitage.
to grow surly. Then, after describing his journey to see Lyagavy, the
loved Mityenka for one hour, and that I was going now to love ... another.
was covered with blood. He had not long been in my service and I had
the news of the death reached the town. By the morning all the town was
go! And can you have made up your mind? You’ve not made up your mind.
“Yes, what would become of an ax there?” Ivan cried suddenly, with a sort
persons (Alyosha, Madame Hohlakov, Lise, etc.), Doctor Varvinsky had put
shouted, ‘Take him to the justice of the peace!’ They took me, too. ‘You
people with him.” A fine smile, not without a certain slyness, came on to
follows effect simply and directly, and that I know it?—I must have
by another strange and marvelous event, which, as he said later, had left
Paris, he left the boy in charge of one of his cousins, a lady living in
“Capital! Splendid! Take ten, here!”
reason.... Tell me, is that your dog?”
down, put it on her lap. “A child of God—an orphan is akin to all,” he
his secret, and his reputation for knowledge remained unshaken.
people will sit snug and enjoy our brandy. You know, Ivan, it must have
capricious, though always friendly. Sometimes there was something fixed
preparing to go abroad upon his two thousand roubles, Ivan Fyodorovitch
schoolboy,’ he writes, ‘a map of the stars, which he knows nothing about,
don’t know German, I only know it’s called that. Don’t think I’m talking
Petersburg man to teach him: he could teach all Petersburg himself. He’s
sitting there.
was even stronger in Alyosha than in any one there, and, of late, a kind
three hundred roubles’ worth with the champagne ... let it be just the
to me, my man; and let me tell you, I am not going to let you play with
“I won’t tell you a lie. Ivan is not in love with Katerina Ivanovna, I
“Good‐by, chickens, I go with my heart at rest. And you, granny,” he added
Mitya seized his hand to press it, but there was a malignant gleam in the
But the prosecutor gave him a slight shove under the table, and he checked
“Speak, you stinking rogue, what is that ‘something else, too’?”
get my daughters up for nothing, let alone a sum like that. They’ve only
“Capital! Splendid! Take ten, here!”
began from what happened on the railway.”
contrary, you would have protected me from others.... And when you got
“Good heavens! what am I doing it for?” thought Mitya, suddenly pulling
hastened to pass to what was essential. One piece of evidence given by the
Kalganov.
Alyosha with the most interesting and surprising news, I’ll be bound!”
mines: ‘that would be an outlet for your turbulent energies, your romantic
“Help!... Yes, perhaps I did want to help him.... I don’t remember.”
won’t die, it will live in his soul all his life, it will be hidden in the
the marks you described to me. It was by that I found him. I found him
And his queen I’ll gladly be.
away.”
Perhaps, weighed down by all the hideous horror of his struggle with his
“You are the only person I can talk to, you know,” Lise began again. “I
whistle to him when I think fit, and you’ll see, he’ll dash in like mad.
“What’s the matter with you?” cried Ivan.
very rag I sewed them. An old piece of calico, washed a thousand times.”
question of the ecclesiastical courts, were completely bewildered by it.
Yet, ’tis not for her foot I dread—
Madame Hohlakov screamed and shut her eyes.
“I suspected all my life that it wasn’t true,” Fyodor Pavlovitch cried
life, and when I come to die there’s nothing but the burdocks growing on
of evidence may have been incorrect also. The prosecutor will not, dare
looked extraordinarily old for his age. His face had grown wrinkled,
children, and children only. To all other types of humanity these
about, and I am even staying on here perhaps on that account.”
“That boy, Nikolay Parfenovitch, to whom I was talking nonsense about
completely did they take possession of him again. It was just after
old retired military man drinking tea in a corner. But there was the usual
“How do you know him from an ordinary tit?”
up, for the time, knowing nothing about the law, but on coming here was
last spring. Well, you know what our preparatory class is—a lot of small
“Your touching tears are but a relief to your spirit and will serve to
Alyosha lived in the cell of the elder, who was very fond of him and let
heart needs? He needs sunshine, childish play, good examples all about
they loved him so, why they fell down before him and wept with emotion
was almost overpowering. As to Perhotin, the people at the tavern, and at
soul to God.
the face and said that he could send it when he liked, ‘in a month’s time
Alyosha went to Katerina Ivanovna’s to talk over a matter of great
In an ancient, jolting, but roomy, hired carriage, with a pair of old
don’t be angry all the same. You’ve nothing to love me for. You go to
advantage of this fact, sending him from time to time small doles,
it was all still far away and misty; it was all floating, and I was so
upon him—settling our accounts, so to speak, and saying that I wouldn’t
finished.
with their servants. But at the time of our story there was no one living
on all the rest. But if the whole truth is to be told, they hardly had a
If his beard shakes when he talks and he gets cross, it’s all right, he is
would have felt dreary without them. When the children told some story or
so that it’s almost more difficult for me to hold my tongue than to talk,
made ready long before. It was decided to leave the coffin all day in the
true that after he had taken the final decision, he must have felt
“But what do we see? As soon as he is arrested the prisoner instantly
after we are thirty, indeed, there may be nothing else to stand on.... But
“I dare say they will acquit Mitenka, after all.”
with dignity and said that he had no more questions to ask of the witness.
legitimate sons. They had everything, he nothing. They had all the rights,
men of high rank and learning, some even freethinkers, attracted by
“What did he lie on there?”
a tray with cups, an empty rum bottle, a bottle of vodka partly full, and
“_Pani_ Agrippina, what the gentleman saw in Poland were servant girls,
“Don’t you make me angry, Rakitin.” Grushenka caught him up hotly. “This
brownish color, especially one at the edge, a tall, bony woman, who looked
She had loved him with an hysterical, “lacerated” love only from pride,
crimes. And here we have a man of that type who had really been driven to
universe, or to speak more widely the whole of being, was only created in
Katya’s favor. But that concerned the future. Meanwhile she gave her, for
“They’re a lousy lot, Dmitri Fyodorovitch,” he said. “I’d give them a
when the visitors had gathered about him. His face was uncovered, his eyes
6 When a monk’s body is carried out from the cell to the church and
witness of his crime was dead or alive, and so showed that he had
annoyed at being interrupted, “in any one else this moment would be only
and his disciples, to the marriage._”
and the young novice Porfiry, who, exhausted by the previous night’s
‘fragrant with laurel and lemon.’ In the pitch darkness the iron door of
thousand millions of happy children who have known no sin. And we who have
ugly in my life—that’s been my rule! Can you understand that? How could
And there’s no need of much teaching or explanation, he will understand it
crimes. And here we have a man of that type who had really been driven to
“Well, all the classical authors have been translated into all languages,
colonel, was a widower and an excellent man. He had only come to us three
“Do you know, Karamazov, our talk has been like a declaration of love,”
possible required by common civility. All this struck Ivan instantly; he
drawing‐room, only three hours ago, to murder me, and went stamping out of
Alyosha was delighted that he had brought him such happiness and that the
be left with the unavenged suffering. I would rather remain with my
had said in one of his exhortations.
everlasting entreaties for copying and translations from the French.
“That will refresh you, that will calm you. Be calm, don’t be frightened,”
The prosecutor swallowed this without a murmur. He was trembling with
holier than you are yourselves, you monks who are seeking salvation! She
ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much
the sorrow that overwhelmed him, he could not help wondering at a new and
the end.... Here and now for just five hours ... till the first light of
time was passing and Agafya, with whom he could have left the children,
“Prisoner,” cried the President, “another word and I will order you to be
“Damn five o’clock on the same day and my own confession! That’s nothing
that she was a woman of ‘great wrath.’ They repeated it. Yes, the facts
to go straight to darkness and death and he found a future life before
guilty, for you might have been a light to the evil‐doers, even as the one
monster! I only received that letter the next evening: it was brought me
almost of the type of religious enthusiast, who, if they were suddenly to
the edifice, and it is to Him they cry aloud, ‘Thou art just, O Lord, for
I lay there waiting, my heart beating; I couldn’t bear it. I got up at
secure,’ and in his madness he does not understand that the more he heaps
present investigation, was committed. You brought Alexey Karamazov to
“I should never dare to tell Grigory Vassilyevitch about the signals
“Lock it,” said Kalganov. But the key clicked on the other side, they had
over again; he stood before me and I was beating him straight on the face
... I have done my duty.”
“We are of humble origin,” the captain muttered again.
Pavlovitch; ough!” floated through his mind.
already decided, even if he marries that—creature,” she began solemnly,
Mitya suddenly seized him by the shoulders from behind.
Buffoonery in them is a form of resentful irony against those to whom they
“He can’t do it. He has no eye for business. He is a perfect treasure, I’d
and made frenzied efforts to subdue his flesh to make himself free and
just one of those children who are distrusted, sometimes ridiculed, and
that I have, leaving Lise, and becoming a sister of mercy. I close my eyes
the temptation of accepting the three thousand roubles at the price of
first wife he’s talking about. But his second wife, do you know, ran away,
“And when will the time come?”
slighted, and so on. But during the last few days she had completely
drawing‐room, the very room in which Mitya had been received shortly
“That verse came from my heart once, it’s not a verse, but a tear.... I
cried suddenly, clutching the arms of his chair in both hands, as though
man was too hateful to him at that moment; but such an unceremonious
boy, who carried on a small business as a costermonger, went in broad
a change in Trifon Borissovitch’s face and voice. So neither Mitya nor any
myself even more. That’s why I told you to get out of harm’s way, that you
“Alyosha, come and see me, come and see me more often,” she said suddenly,
pocket.
him the servant cry out; the old man caught him, stopped him and was
really be a desperate effort, planned in delirium, to save his brother by
All was confusion, confusion, in Mitya’s soul, but although many things
could he be left without him? How could he live without seeing and hearing
After the incident on the railway a certain change came over Kolya’s
money! I won’t press the point that Smerdyakov could hardly have reckoned
like a kind of convict. Yet I was awfully well received in the little
perhaps, where it lay at that moment. I will say no more of this here, as
some feeling for the public welfare and “the eternal question” lay
that he was capable of sewing money up in his clothes.
discussion rather interested Krassotkin, and he stood still in the passage
on the sly, and I openly. And so all the other sinners fall upon me for
blanc‐mange. Rakitin found out about all these good things, for he could
me the whole plan of escape long ago. You know he has already entered into
purse and took from it a twenty‐five rouble note.
cheerful to‐day.”
first glance that this was not from any sullenness. On the contrary he was
eight, and Pyotr Ilyitch had finished his evening tea, and had just put
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nervous girls! Perhaps she really will be able to sleep after seeing you.
have to suffer for it. Why not accept such an interpretation of the facts?
which she means to choose, him or me. Eh? What? Can you?”
his wits went. Where did they go? I’ve forgotten the word.” He went on,
Alyosha, with a sigh.
suggest, apparently in joke, that they should all meet in Father Zossima’s
fixed between that life and this existence.”
to look at her, laughing, and began jesting with unbridled licentiousness.
that he had told her that he had “stolen” it from Katerina Ivanovna, and
“Realism indeed, Dmitri Fyodorovitch. I’m all for realism now. I’ve seen
“Don’t distress yourself about my opinion of you,” said the elder. “I
man who can repent of his stupidity and publicly confess his wrongdoing?”
All that is nonsense! Rakitin explained it all to me yesterday, brother,
groaning. I’ve tried all the medical faculty: they can diagnose
disconcerted tone. “Well, gentlemen, you see, that Samsonov to whom I went
cherished in my soul. Five months later she married an official and left
to say ‘sir.’ It’s the work of a higher power. I see you are interested in
“Oh, he’s an excellent man, excellent! Mihail Makarovitch, I know him. Of
Then she takes a towel, wets it with the stuff, and rubs his whole back
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asks of you what you can comprehend and not what you cannot. You will know
“Well, upon my word, gentlemen! Yes, I took the pestle.... What does one
hands pressed them violently. Several times they both strove to speak, but
that the elder Zossima, who was living in the monastery hermitage, had
“He was always expecting to get some from his father,” said Grushenka in
farthings given us on sweets and cakes for the children. He could not pass
“No, Smerdyakov has not the Russian faith at all,” said Alyosha firmly and
for only one rouble and included a receipt signed by both.
pointed to a door across the passage. The captain’s lodging turned out to
“Alyosha, can’t you come up here to me? I shall be awfully grateful.”
a presentiment that you would end in something like this. Would you
shall certainly spy on her!”
Chapter II. For A Moment The Lie Becomes Truth
then, on the spot, at her feet, I shall dash out my brains before her and
laughter, but quivering all over with tears. In a tearful, faltering,
hurried through the copse that divided the monastery from the hermitage,
but I have taken life.” Children came. “How dare I love them, teach and
definitely. He had, besides, noticed at that moment, he remembered
recognize that he has sinned. If society, as a Church, had jurisdiction,
profoundly astonished, flushing crimson, and frowning.
him,” said Alyosha, frowning and speaking quickly. “Kolya, hold your
society is justly excited against him. The prisoner is of turbulent and
After four years of this life, I chanced to be in the town of K. where our
the barest possibility of such an explanation, how can the prisoner be so
within these peeling walls, but I haven’t said a word about what matters